BEING STOICAL

I soaked it up like a sponge,
I didnt love you for what you were,
Didn't wanted reasons to,
But then I remember to forget,
That I had ever fallen with you.

I know I'm kindda complex,
Might seem unexplainable,
My mind is more diversified,
Now what i feel i elaborate

I dont want me to be took your way,
They say I wont forget you this way,
But trust me,
I remember to forget,

My world didn't end, Neither I died,
You gave me pain but I'm sill alive,
You lied to your teeth calling me your life,
'Cause You left me over and you are still alive.

I wish I could love,
Wish to love again,
Not you, but atleast some one,
I wanna be insane and feel the pain.

But how can I,
I have to forget the past,
Its burried, if not i want it to,
you were there and made that bruised.

That hurt, that pain is in chest,
Its over and now there's nothing in me,
I burnt my heart full of your memories
'Cause beyond you I could barely see.

Mind, Soul, Feelings, all stoned;
Now I smile easily,
Remembering not to cry,
'Cause I always remember,
I remember to forget you.